Day 40 - Low down Crew Stealer!

Mood: Kinda Pissed..

Activities of the day:
- teaching
- Show down with Eileen
- Race

Day started normally.. Asked Eileen what she wanna do.. and she smiles and say a buncha drills.. like DUH!! I know we are gonna do a buncha drills.. WHAT EXACTLY??!?! so she went thru some.. Anyway.. I din agree with most of what she says most of the time.. tsk.. so no diff.. it din go very well.. we had a little disagreement infront of the kids.. I din think very highly of that.

There isn't any wind.. so the kids went out.. and right back after their lunch break.. then they played.. I sat arnd.. and talk to the kids.. and it was just left with Alex.. cos he had something to ask me abt some stuff that he din underestand in his sailin book... Jules came round to pick him up. I asked if Chrissy is gonna come sailin today or is she gonna be sailin with Chrissy. cos I know she wanted to helm... so I asked if her sister got a crew? and if she wanan skipper.. I'll crew for her. since Chrissy is not arnd.. and she say no.. I'll gladly crew for you.. i'm not gonna let a better sailor crew for me.. I'm like.. its not big deal.. I'll crew for u if u wanna and if her sister, Eileen have got a crew.. next thing I know.. was Eileen storming down from across the boat park..and yelling that I'm a low down fella that goes arnd poaching other people crew.. I'm like.. what the fuck?? Man.. I swear.. if i don't have to work with her.. or anything.. I'll prolly gonna beat her up or something.. knn.. Calling me low down and crap in front of others... Bitch I swear... So I tried to explain it to her that its a case of misunderstanding, but she wouldn't listen. SO.. I held up my hands and say. Hey.. I'm just a fucking laser sailor man. I don't know ur stupid rules. I would have very much like to add that I have enuff common sense n to steal people's crew. Asked her what her sister told her.. and she couldn't answer... BITCH!!!

So..I went into the trailor.. fuming.. not exactly fuming.. I'm kinda cool abt it.. it din get to me as much as I would have thought I would.. then she came later.. and say.. MAn. we need to talk.. yeah.. of course.. then she went on about how I'm not co-operating with her.. and stuff.. and I started listing examples of what she did.. and stuff like that... and every answer was.. Yeah.. Maybe I get carried away.. and WTF!! u get carried EVERY SINGLE TIME!! She was saying that she's shouting at the kids till her voice is hoarse.. and she say that I've gotta say something.. I'm like.. well.. u are going abt at them like a machine gun.. doesn't seem like a lot of things that I can jut into.. and then when she finally stopped..I started telling a kid something.. she cut me right off. I just stopped.. and let her talk.. Since u like to hear your voice so much.. talk!!! I just sit there like a dumb assistant and let u talk! and she brought up abt that crew thingy again.. and I explained the whole thing to her.. and then she said that her sis told her that SHe'll be sailing with me tonite.. well.. in her world.. since the world revolves arnd her.. it means that she's crewing for me.. maybe dats where the misunderstanding came in.. but that is not a good reason for her to come flare up at me like that.. gees. anyway.  I couldn't be bothered.. I just wanna get her outta my sight.. and as it is. I got no crew for tonite.. cos chrissy is away at an Interview thats n hr n a half away.. so.. no go.. I ended up bein asked to help out wiht race committee.. and Steve will come get me to crew with him later. we got 1st the first race.. got pushed over the line by Mike.. and we screwed up again.. cos the mainshee got caught on the boom and we couldn't depower.. sigh.. hardluck.. we ended 6th.. oh well.. Eileen was 3rd.. Mike 4th.. Dave 5th..oh well.. Tuff Luck..

Went back.. and it was cold.. and there was hot pot of Crab Soup waiting for us.. Yummy.. goot stuff!! haha.. what a way to end the night..

Thoughts of the day: Am I gettin retarded.. or have I become so cool that I don't react when people provoke me? hehe.. I wouldn't usually allow people to insult or accuse me of such things.. especially since I know that I din do any of it.... oh well..